29 Mar 2006

read this to see what ive been up to lately

zaza at 9:33 pm

2 angels shot me

27 Mar 2006

i claw at my body and some of my skin peels off
"what are you doing!?"
"im digging myself out!"

zaza at 2:09 pm

7 angels shot me

24 Mar 2006

ﺮﻴﺰﻋ ﺏﻧﻳﺯ [peenay ko meray peena na kaho peyoon bhi toh ibaadat hotti hai] says:
im gna blog
ﺮﻴﺰﻋ ﺏﻧﻳﺯ [peenay ko meray peena na kaho peyoon bhi toh ibaadat hotti hai] says:
any ideaS?
If I decide that ...im alive than.... I'm diseased...and ungrateful says:
hmm
If I decide that ...im alive than.... I'm diseased...and ungrateful says:
hmm
If I decide that ...im alive than.... I'm diseased...and ungrateful says:
lemme think
If I decide that ...im alive than.... I'm diseased...and ungrateful says:
nah.. no clue...

a random msn chat. i know my nic is cheap but i like it. suddenly im out of ideas and dont know what to blog about...people, is it time to let it all go?

zaza at 8:52 pm

3 angels shot me

22 Mar 2006

more nostalgia

i went to my ex-college today to meet up with a certian H girl. it was so weird - aaah - brought back sooooo much memories. it was like going down memory lane...it was awesome, but i wish i could go back. H, sorry for stuttering :)

other than that, all is OK. a bit worried that first impressions are always the last. and a certian N has forgotten me completely. the person with whom i devised strategies is in my life no more. thats sad but if the person is OK about it then so am i...i think

other than that, BIG MOMMAZ DAY is coming up this sunday and im getting goodies together for mine. how about you? if she is no more, do a special prayer for her.

other than that, im feeling pretty much optimistic about life and really looking forward to something but i cant say what because that would be telling...

zaza at 7:55 pm

2 angels shot me

18 Mar 2006

my new baby

ok i got a new camera!! yaaaaaay!
got it for 165 pounds yep.
its sooooooooo awesome!

zaza at 7:13 pm

3 angels shot me

17 Mar 2006

train

so i was sat on the train going home after a long day at uni (exaggeration!), and a guy was sat on my right. he was eating a cheese sandwich and fruit...and there i was. trying to savour it but i couldnt help gobbling it alllllllllll...my 2 filet-o-fishies and the baby fries...talk about opposites!

zaza at 7:18 pm

3 angels shot me

13 Mar 2006

nostalgia by zainab bhatti

memories are
holding battle guns
ready to attack
and open healing wounds
with no turning back

mercilessly they
shoot me in all parts
of my head
fail to leave me alone
till im nearly dead

and theres a wall before me
painted in shades of blue and grey
go away, nostalgia,
please dont stay.
PLEASE DONT STAY.

zaza at 2:30 pm

8 angels shot me

11 Mar 2006

inspiration: system of a down


a bit crap but wierd nonetheless...

zaza at 8:21 pm

4 angels shot me

9 Mar 2006

jaanu - aint he just? ;-)


took these from my phone, from the TV...jiya dharak dharakk jayeeeeee BWAHAHAHA!

zaza at 6:19 pm

10 angels shot me

7 Mar 2006

wierdness

you know when sometimes, for whatever reason, your heart breaks - and it takes literally 2 years to mend? but after that you feel like youre ready to put it through semi-crap again - not that you have any choice, or thats what you think. but you'd love to go for it, because it has some positive effects on you too? not making any sense, am i?

zaza at 6:56 pm

3 angels shot me

4 Mar 2006

eshnow!!


we actually made a scrawny snowman too! and had a snow fight - it was great fun.

zaza at 5:29 pm

3 angels shot me

3 Mar 2006

NB. im not putting up pictures of the bday - i think ive learnt my lesson.

zaza at 11:50 am

2 angels shot me