23 Sep 2005

And then what...?

Just incase you get the wrong idea, i DO NOT smoke/drink/drug and i try not to dress scantily...here goes...

You think your life isn’t great. You start going out at night time to get drunk so you can forget your miseries for a while. And then what? You accidentally have a one night stand which haunts you for the rest of your life. And then what? You get a tattoo on your lower back which reads BAD GIRL or something stupid like that. And then what? You start smoking/drugging. And then what? You start dressing scantily because it makes you feel good. And then what? You get a bad reputation in your extended family. And then what? Your all-famous Mrs. Shit Stirring Aunty [who I know wont be reading this blog] who claims to be the best Muslim on Earth starts gossiping about you like no tomorrow? And then what? People hear about your past and though you are very pretty, no-one comes forward with a marriage proposal for their computer engineer son? And then what? You realize how your parents had been right about everything which once annoyed you to death. And then what? You look around to thank them for being such awesome parents. And then what? You look around and realise that God took them away before you had the chance to do that. And then what? You pour your poor heart out but recognize that no-one cares any more. And then what? You wait for death to approach from around the corner and take you away. And then what? Do you have the slightest idea of what lies on the other side, or are you just pretending and living a big fat lie?

zaza at 11:01 pm

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at September 24, 2005 Blogger Crazed Teacher said...

sliding doors our life is innit :) hey zab that came in the newspaper the pics to ur s and mine :) ashs had too many pixels besides they thought it wasnt her real pic as it looked like a model ahaha and hows uni going?? lemme know mail moi oks r u fainting yet? and when is the work experience starting? and check out ma blog oks tc love ya aunty ajmal haha ostrichs egg signing out

 
at September 24, 2005 Blogger Crazed Teacher said...

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at September 24, 2005 Anonymous zab said...

isnt it just? :) ushi SAVE THE PAPER - i wanna c! do NOT throw it, save it and send it back with mama. i WILL send you a mail in a bit

 
at September 24, 2005 Blogger Niqabi said...

Wow...wonderful post. Thats how its like for most people who get down the depression alley, eh?
Its sad, truly sad. But in that certain 'frame of mind', they don't think through the risks and everything is justified.

I hope nobody gets to experience that sorta thing.

 
at September 24, 2005 Blogger A.S.H. said...

wow brillaint! clap clap..i love it!so well written|!quite realistic i loveeee it...
and then what?!! wooohoooo
zab its damn annoying the way i have to verify myself eevry time i comment by typing these letters..arrgghh it puts me off commenting!

 
at September 24, 2005 Blogger Mortal said...

okay well firstly im gonna say **and then what?**lol...u noe what theres a hidden truth behind what u wrote..and its true to a certain extent..and thats what it is...no and thens please..lol

 
at September 25, 2005 Anonymous saeed said...

yeah, very true, alotta ppl go thru all that crap...we shud b SO grateful we're not into all of it...

 
at September 25, 2005 Anonymous Anonymous said...

hmmm quite interesting,

 
at September 26, 2005 Anonymous mav said...

OMG...this is all so true!
sorry im commenting late but didnt get time sooner..
anyway...i knwo its all true,everyone does..but im still damn sure noone will bother...they'll STILL go on doing the wrong stuff...n be a part of the 'then what' story...

 
at September 26, 2005 Anonymous mav said...

OMG..this is all so true!
sorry for commenting late but i didnt get time sooner...
anyway...i knwo its all true,u know its all true,infact EVERYONE does...but im still damn sure tht noone will actually try to improve themselves ...n in the end all of us will be part of the 'then what' story...

 

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