25 Feb 2006

i see right through you...

your white vest
has a hole
on the top corner
on the right.
your blue boxers
are hanging low
and are not
where they are supposed to go
theres a beauty spot
on your you know what
i saw right through you.

zainab bhatti

zaza at 8:47 pm

8 angels shot me

23 Feb 2006

mommies rock-
n daddies roll-
n thats a fact-
all in favour?

zaza at 7:40 pm

4 angels shot me

22 Feb 2006


theres no pain in my heart.
theres none, not even a tint of it.
then why does it hurt so much??

ps. fari, cheer up.

zaza at 3:29 pm

4 angels shot me

20 Feb 2006


msn convo with S a few days ago...

me: ok i gtg
s: where
me: cinema, watching Aeonflux with cousins. have u seen it?
s: no but the actress (Charlize Theron) in it is hot. i want to marry her one day inshallah.

i find it funny how this was said so calmly and confidently :o) bwahahahahaha

zaza at 4:13 pm

3 angels shot me

16 Feb 2006


funny stuff but the first ones way funnier! saw BIG MOMMA 2 in the cinema - with my khala. wasnt very many people there - but every1 was in a lovey-dovey twosome couple. depressing or wat!! and apologies for the half re-decoration of the blog. blame ushi!

zaza at 11:53 pm

11 angels shot me

15 Feb 2006


theres NOTHING like retail therapy - going to shops and buying stuff on sale!! woo! so go on, people, try it! spend spend spend ... ! kerrrrrrrrrrrching!

zaza at 2:17 pm

8 angels shot me

14 Feb 2006


havent felt like this for ages
must be the full moon
im laughing like crazy
aisha is here for one day and she said, i quote,
"lagta hai iss mai kuch ghuss gaya hai"
hahaha - *more insane laughter*
so to calm the fcuk down i came on the internet
(only to find [hottie] farhat online and we ended up having a buzz!)

(God bless you! *SMILES*)

zaza at 10:41 pm

4 angels shot me

word cloud of mera darling blog!

look !! heres mine! heres mine!

zaza at 11:10 am

1 angels shot me


1. Nervous habits : touching the tip of my nose, playing with my hair
2. Are you double-jointed? yes!
3. Can you roll our tongue? YES!!
4. Can you raise one eye brow at a time? yes!
5. Can you blow spit bubbles? yes, and i love it (coz people find it disgusting!)
6. Can you cross your eyes? yes!
7. Tattoos? nope. id love one but its haram?
8.Piercings? ears once, nose - can someone tell me if piercing your bellybutton is haram?
9. do you make your bed daily? nope! me is a litter bug, and proud of it!
10. Which shoe goes on first? dont think about it
11. Speaking of shoes, have you ever thrown one at anyone? yup and im not gonna say more.
12. On an average,how much money do you carry? £10. i dont carry much coz i end up going to mcdonalds! i carry a debit card.
13. What jewelry do you wear 24/7? a black friendship band (does that count?!)
14. Favourite piece of clothing? dark blue 3 year old jeans which cost £1 and are still wearable!
15. Do you twirl your spaghetti or cut it? both but i prefer twirling!
16. Have you ever eaten spam? nope, it looks horrible!
17. Do you use extra salt on your food? yes!
18. How many cereals in your cabinet? just one - Shredded Wheat! i dont DO cereals!
19. What’s your favourite beverage? varies!
20. What’s your favourite fastfood restaurant/chain? ALL, ANYTHING GOES!!
21. Do you cook? hell yes, I do!
22. How often do you brush your teeth? once!
23. Hair drying method? leave to dry naturally (that explains the frizz!)
24. Have you ever colored/highlighted your hair? yep, and never again!
25. Do you ever swear? yes ... sometimes.
26. Do you ever spit? nope, and i hate people who do!
27. Animal - my 16 year old brother.
28. Food - anything, im a foodie! (prefer junk!)
29. Month - june/july - chutteyaan!
30. Day - friday!
31. Cartoon - Amercan dad, still love Dexter!
32. Shoe brand - none in particular but i have loads and loads!
33. Subject in school - ICT, art.
34. Color - depends on what the cloth is!
35. Sport - SWIMMING!!
36. TV shows - depends !
37. Things to do in the spring - go to the park? (brains gone dead)
38. Things to do in the summer - walk around in a TShirt and jeans..
39. Things to do in the fall - write depressing poetry
40. Things to do in the winter - same as above, have long hot showers!
41. In the CD player - currently its Raghav..
42. Person you talk most on the phone with - Nazreen, Farhat (yes im a loser)
43. Reading - Stephen Kings Dorles Claribone have i spelt that right?)
44. Do you regularly check yourself out in store windows/mirrors? yup, im shallow!
45. What color is your bedroom? white.
46. Do you use an alarm clock'; return true;" style="BORDER-BOTTOM: 3px double; TEXT-DECORATION: none" onmouseout="window.status=''; return true;" href="http://www.serverlogic3.com/lm/rtl3.asp?si=22&k=alarm%20clock">alarm clock? nope, use the mobile
47. Window seat or aisle? window, deffo!
48. What's your sleeping position? curled up to the right
49. In hot weather, do you use a blanket? nope
50. Do you snore? errm no, but i grind my teeth which is equally annoying (or so says Ash), i cant stand people who snore!
51. Do you sleepwalk? never, but i tried to pretend once infront of my cousins - they caught me red handed - lol!
52. Do you talk in your sleep? nope
53. Do you sleep with stuffed animals'; return true;" style="BORDER-BOTTOM: 3px double; TEXT-DECORATION: none" onmouseout="window.status=''; return true;" href="http://www.serverlogic3.com/lm/rtl3.asp?si=22&k=stuffed%20animals">stuffed animals? rarely, but yes
54. How about with the light on? nope! me no like loL!
55. Do you fall asleep with the TV/radio on? does a portable CD player count? if yes, then yes!
56. Last interesting person you met? i guess over the internet doesnt count...so noone!


zaza at 10:41 am

3 angels shot me

12 Feb 2006

Zoned Out

I stand there
In the middle of nowhere
Tears flowing down my face
Yet I don’t feel a thing.
Eyes reflecting lost expression
Acting as homes
Homes to hopelessness, misery
I still feel nothing
Yet like a canvas painted
In shades of grey and blue
Not knowing what to believe
Who to trust
Who to love
Frozen in time,
Insensitive and thoughtless
Yet the world revolves
At a pace of its own.

Zainab Bhatti

zaza at 10:25 pm

10 angels shot me

11 Feb 2006

...and the answers!!

youre the example of the word 'nice', no matter how mean you say you are!
inta hayati with the tootroo too ro ro ro music lol!
ill pass, i know youll beat me. how about a cooking competition instead? my bhujia beats your jalferaizi ANYtime
masaari, *nudge* jii, 3 way convos laden with secrets :-)
while reading your blog for the first couple of times, your sindhi topi at Eid is the only thing i can remember :-)
you arent really a depresee, are you?

youre like a balanced diet
soniye dil nahi lagda :-)
forget jelly, lets go for chokolitta!
'joota' chupayee haha
wen we first came from england and we all were biking in the veranda :-)
how can you juggle life single handedly?

youre fun loving and very chatty - you could talk for Britian! (in a gud way)
dil luteya hoho! (and you know why)
hmm...leave Jelly, how about snow? :-) how about masala flavour? coz ur hawwt stuff!
the 'aaaaaaaaaa' song in the car, Misty, my shaky leg after fight with Zaheer haha
when i first came to 6form, you were looking at Ash and Me (on the stairs) and saying heyyy you guys do kindof look alike :-)
was THAT the real you or is THIS the real you?

youre serene and peaceful and i like thou
none -
strawberry coz ur shweet! (but ill win)
the AzizBhatti interview, the web-camming sessions after you beg me nicely :-)
you studying for Maths in the StudyRoom with your clan :-)
are you really as peaceful as i think you are, underneath it all?

youre a freakazoid from a freakathon, i hate you :-)
system of a down - 'vicinity of obsenity'
lets go for 'munna and munni' flavour - lol!
'laanat', daily teekay, the ultimate loser and liar :-)
i was going to block you at first but you quickly reponded by saying 'its me! you left a comment on my blog' haha
are you as demented as i, or vise versa? (and say not im an innocent bachi!)

youre so not cool :-)
ek mai aur ek tu hai
hows abouta Junu/Zuku/Sham/Chumchum flavour, YEA all in one? ill beat you anytime ahah
Asalmaal, beyatcha senior and junior, kid murderers at the wedding :-)
your bullshit stories where 'they' used to starve you, beat you etc
you are a replica of moi, but a little less. no wonders.


zaza at 12:05 pm

3 angels shot me

10 Feb 2006

evul chain or somethin...

for 5 selected people who comment on this post, i will try to do the following.

I'll respond with a random thought I have about you.
I'll tell you what song/movie reminds me of you.
I'll pick a flavor of jello to wrestle with you in.
I'll say something that only makes sense to you and me.
I'll tell you my first memory of you.
I'll ask you something that I've always wondered about you.

and for anyone i leave out, it doesnt mean i dont like you etc. just means you were either too late or i dont know you too well!

zaza at 11:29 am

14 angels shot me

8 Feb 2006

big hands and choc icing!

zaza at 7:23 pm

17 angels shot me

7 Feb 2006


theres no easy way to say this but say it i must...I have no idea whats going on in my mortal brain...dont bother asking who what when why. save your bloody breath. dont bother pretending like you care. keep your mo fo questions to yourself, and keep your thoughts to yourself. and if you dont like it here, feel free to leave right away.

i feel like sh*t !!
(there ive said it)

zaza at 1:28 pm

6 Feb 2006

what now

so one of the people on my favourite people hitlist has said im a loser and told me to get a life. im officially a LOSER...oh no. life is sheer ..errm.. hell-ish.

zaza at 5:08 pm

9 angels shot me

5 Feb 2006

ugly day

dont you sometimes have those blue days where you feel totally useless, down in the dumps, good for nothing, and full of bullcrap? you try to 'fit in' but everytime you take one step, you feel like youre being pushed away? and then you sink deeper into your own dark damned thoughts? and sometimes you feel like something is yours to keep forever, something you'd give up your everything for - but hey, reality is the complete opposite of what you dream about? and you try to adopt a whole new persona, only it slips away to reveal the 'real' you? and a few tiny mistakes that you once made in the past - they keeps nagging at you like a mother? and you want to surrender because you JUST dont KNOW what else to do? does everyone feel like this 90% of the time, or is it just me?

zaza at 2:09 pm

4 angels shot me


ok so who deleted my latest post!???????
only a number of people know my password.
have i been hacked??
oh ho - *cries*

zaza at 10:19 am

2 angels shot me

1 Feb 2006


zaza at 12:22 pm

18 angels shot me