5 Feb 2006
ugly day
dont you sometimes have those blue days where you feel totally useless, down in the dumps, good for nothing, and full of bullcrap? you try to 'fit in' but everytime you take one step, you feel like youre being pushed away? and then you sink deeper into your own dark damned thoughts? and sometimes you feel like something is yours to keep forever, something you'd give up your everything for - but hey, reality is the complete opposite of what you dream about? and you try to adopt a whole new persona, only it slips away to reveal the 'real' you? and a few tiny mistakes that you once made in the past - they keeps nagging at you like a mother? and you want to surrender because you JUST dont KNOW what else to do? does everyone feel like this 90% of the time, or is it just me?zaza at 2:09 pm
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at February 05, 2006
Crazed Teacher said... emmm zaza i have no idea what u r talking abt alhamdullilah its all a state of mind yaar. believe in ur self and allah and nothing will bother u
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at February 05, 2006
said... u have no idea wat im talking about lol tht goes to show im a psycho!!
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at February 07, 2006
said...
hey thanks 4 droppin by nan2
nice talking yestday!