13 Apr 2007
Dear Lord,what would happen if there was a sky but no sun?
what would happen if trees grew tall but couldnt reach the sky, because there was no sky?
what if there wzs a sky but all the planets collided?
what if there were planets without an orbit? they wouldnt know where to go.
what would happen if there were flowers, but they didnt smell sweet?
what would happen if there were flowers that smelt sweet but there was noone to smell them?
what would happen if there were no mortals with pure hearts?
what would happen if there were mortals with pure hearts that were unwilling to accept?
what would happen if there were mortals with life but no soul?
what would happen if we had souls but no life? would we still exist?
what if there was one truth and noone would believe it?
and of those who believed it felt the need to deny?
and of those who denied knew it was wrong to deny?
what if people had no brains to think?
what if they had brains to think but couldnt make decisions?
dear Lord, do something i know you work in mysterious ways.
dear Lord, do something i know you work in mysterious ways.
myheadiskillingandmykneesareweakandmysoulissheddingtearsofblood
andidontknowwhattodoiswearidontknowwhattodo. ifeeluseless.
imdrunkbutidontdrink. imhigh,notonweed.
whatgoodarehandsthatlongtoholdbutcannotseemto
becauseeverytimeiholditslipsaway? itfuckingslipsaway. dearLordsavemebeforeibreakdownfurther. compfuckingletely.
dont suck out all my life.
imtrying. man. imtrying.
Love Zainab. x
zaza at 2:19 pm