24 May 2007
maybe its time for me to cut my heart out and let it bleed again. you ask me if i have any idea, and i just smile. because if i didnt before i know now. sometimes i just think maybe you really dont have a fucking clue. sometimes i think i should just tell you - but i wouldnt do that. ever. maybe theyve managed to do that thing theyre good at, the thing that im no good at. i hope youre wise. dear Lord, please be a litttttttle bit merciful..coz You started it in the first place!!!!anxiety hurts me and destroys. wondering, his everything rebounds enviously. another rainy evening. your orange underwear?
zaza at 9:08 pm