21 Nov 2007There is a heavy, heart ripping silence surrounding us. I want to say so much more, but I can’t. My tongue has suddenly dissolved in my mouth and I can’t speak anymore. I want to do so much more but I can’t. Even if I wanted to. Something stops me. An invisible train of thought perhaps; something that I cannot see. Or something that is unclear. I wish these emotional rushes would leave me alone. But no. Clingy, insatiable bastards. I wish I couldn’t feel a thing. I wish I was completely numb. I wish my emotions would die a painful death. But, sadly, I know that’s not happening. But who cares? Life has never felt better and I’m so glad you’re no longer with me.
zaza at 4:36 pm
- at November 21, 2007 c e e d y said...
very brilliant - you can give up your blog but let me tell you - you have a gift of writing in few words and having a strong impact that others write a whole book about.
very succint use of words describing your state of mind and personal experience.
Stop blogging if you must but dont loose this gift yo!!!!!
- at November 22, 2007 (¯`•._.•[Raaji]•._.•´¯) said...
I love the way you put it...
"But no. Clingy, insatiable bastards."
- at November 22, 2007 Lunatic.... said...
yara i myself have been in situations of choking silences and it fucking hurts!!!
- at November 23, 2007 (¯`•._.•[Raaji]•._.•´¯) said...
sometimes you get so articulate. I am speechless!
You've got talent, missy!
- at November 25, 2007 zazafeefi said...
thankU very much..
i dnt think il quit but im prolly not gonna update as much