29 Apr 2008

top songs:

lying is the most fun a girl can have without taking her clothes off by panic at the disco

and

addicted by simple plan

'heart breaker. im addicted to you'
'how long will i be waiting? until the end of time.'

you cant make someone fall in love with you. you cant change facts. you can cry but it wont make things go away. simple, basic facts of life yet they complicate life like theres no tomorrow. simple yet complicated. simply complicated. so many insecurities. ive been in the library since morning, writing a 2000 word paper on Professionalism. have done 1000 words so far. its due in on the 1st of May. i cant feel my brain anymore, im going home. lots going on. modelling for the British Council on the 4th and 6th. meeting the photographer tomorrow at a quarter past 2. yes its all very exciting! have been eating at Nandos for the past 3 days. i love it oh so much. i love it more than i love me. i know someone who knows me more than i know me and that scares me a bit. i shouldnt be scared or ill be screwed. im absolutely shattered and tired. having second thoughts about partying tonight but uni will be out for summer soon so might as well make the most of whatever time is left. right?

signing off.
i wish you were here.

zaza at 5:10 pm

1 angels shot me

1comments

at May 01, 2008 Blogger An ILLuS|On said...

You've been eating at nandos from the past three days..WOAH!
Goodluck with your assignment & modeling venture as it kinda surprised me..would definitely like to know more about it..cheers yaar..the facts of life that you've mentioned can't be denied but within these constraints still we could have our moments of happiness & glory..have faith!

 

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