25 Jun 2008

i believe

i believe that if you dont want to communicate with someone, you dont have to. dont be forced to love someone and get on with them for the sake of someone else because in truth, this someone else truly doesnt give a fucking shit about you. instead of critically analysing and looking down on someone, look beyond what meets the eye. look beyond the obvious. no one 'pretends' to act sad. youre just an illiterate little bastard so you wont know. you make me hate this skin that i am in. i just hope that one day i will have the verbal strength to mock the shit out of you, then smile and ask you what it feels like. then when you start telling me what it feels like, i will cut you right off and shove words into your mouth and make you nod at every word i say. just like you have always done.

zaza at 1:09 pm

11 angels shot me

11comments

at June 25, 2008 Blogger (¯`•._.•[Raaji]•._.•´¯) said...

damn! Its hatred with a passion, huh?

But then again... its not hatred.. i dont think it will be or it can be...

*sigh*

 
at June 25, 2008 Blogger zaza said...

yeh its hatred with a passion lol

this isnt actually for 'afifi' cos i cant hate him.

its for someone else

 
at June 26, 2008 Blogger mayz said...

i agree wid raaji
venom mixed wid tempt!!!!
brilliantly put!!! every word stands out!!! conveys d message loud n clear!!!

 
at June 26, 2008 Blogger zaza said...

mayz, its not loud enough, apparently! haha. glad u liked it though

 
at June 27, 2008 Blogger I Walk Alone!!! said...

Phew!!! A different expression this time. Ahh!! Its not hatred... Its sheer frsutration. Hope you feeling much better after releasing it all here... Take care. God bless ya!!!

 
at June 27, 2008 Blogger zaza said...

yeah a bit better, mi blog is my breathing space! thnks for droppin by. whoa, black betty (bam-A-lam) ツ

 
at June 27, 2008 Blogger d SINNER!!! said...

loud n clear msg!!!!

 
at June 29, 2008 Anonymous salman said...

wel...u give that person this power anyway ;)

 
at June 29, 2008 Blogger zaza said...

d sinner: not loud enough, girl. kia karooon! :|

salman: i didnt

 
at July 18, 2008 Blogger @nsh....!! said...

donno ..whether
shud agree with the heavy things u hv written or not ....
if u can go beyond ht obvious...
evrytime.....
u r ....an achiever........

 
at July 21, 2008 Anonymous Anonymous said...

oh such hatred... somone must hav really hurt u badly.
is it a friend or family member?
and u r right, u dont hav to communicate or love anyone for the sake of another.
although most people tend to just go with the flow, and do things to keep people happy, but wat they forget to realise is that thier own feelings and emotions are affected. it may not seen like it early on, but as time goes by, the effect slowly takes its toll.
its the 1st time ive read ur blog, and its interesting.
take care
wa'alikum asalam.

 

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