27 Oct 2008
I sit, slightly lean forward, and wrap my arms around my head. I cry as if someone close to me has forever gone to bed. I shed unlimited tears as I carefully try to ignore my fears. And no one comes. So I stand, wipe my nose on my clothes, laugh, pretend that everything is grand. And the whole world then begins to run after me, you see.
zaza at 12:22 am
7comments
- at October 27, 2008 WritingsForLife said...
I have begun to feel the same way these days. :-(
- at October 29, 2008 zaza said...
must get used to it. MUST.
- at November 01, 2008 said...
Welcome to the world of drowning feelings. Count me in. :(
- at November 02, 2008 Thinking Soul... said...
I have always felt this way.. every time somethin hits me real hard, I cry my heart out.. choke myself crying on the pillow and then I get up wipe my tears alone and when I start smilin again is when everyone comes smiles with me.. You Cry Alone..
Psst, I really like the way you express your thots...But then again.. "Why So Serious" Smile..!- at November 04, 2008 lizzie said...
have felt this way many times...feels like it's the worst feeling..
- at December 07, 2008 gypsy said...
the vicious cycle
- at January 28, 2009 said...
wel...u see at the end of the day, u have to get along with urself