29 Mar 2006
read this to see what ive been up to lately
zaza at 9:33 pm
27 Mar 2006
i claw at my body and some of my skin peels off
"what are you doing!?"
"im digging myself out!"
zaza at 2:09 pm
24 Mar 2006
ﺮﻴﺰﻋ ﺏﻧﻳﺯ [peenay ko meray peena na kaho peyoon bhi toh ibaadat hotti hai] says:im gna blog
ﺮﻴﺰﻋ ﺏﻧﻳﺯ [peenay ko meray peena na kaho peyoon bhi toh ibaadat hotti hai] says:
any ideaS?
If I decide that ...im alive than.... I'm diseased...and ungrateful says:
hmm
If I decide that ...im alive than.... I'm diseased...and ungrateful says:
hmm
If I decide that ...im alive than.... I'm diseased...and ungrateful says:
lemme think
If I decide that ...im alive than.... I'm diseased...and ungrateful says:
nah.. no clue...
a random msn chat. i know my nic is cheap but i like it. suddenly im out of ideas and dont know what to blog about...people, is it time to let it all go?
zaza at 8:52 pm
22 Mar 2006
more nostalgia
i went to my ex-college today to meet up with a certian H girl. it was so weird - aaah - brought back sooooo much memories. it was like going down memory lane...it was awesome, but i wish i could go back. H, sorry for stuttering :)other than that, all is OK. a bit worried that first impressions are always the last. and a certian N has forgotten me completely. the person with whom i devised strategies is in my life no more. thats sad but if the person is OK about it then so am i...i think
other than that, BIG MOMMAZ DAY is coming up this sunday and im getting goodies together for mine. how about you? if she is no more, do a special prayer for her.
other than that, im feeling pretty much optimistic about life and really looking forward to something but i cant say what because that would be telling...
zaza at 7:55 pm
18 Mar 2006
my new baby
ok i got a new camera!! yaaaaaay!got it for 165 pounds yep.
its sooooooooo awesome!
zaza at 7:13 pm
17 Mar 2006
train
so i was sat on the train going home after a long day at uni (exaggeration!), and a guy was sat on my right. he was eating a cheese sandwich and fruit...and there i was. trying to savour it but i couldnt help gobbling it alllllllllll...my 2 filet-o-fishies and the baby fries...talk about opposites!zaza at 7:18 pm
13 Mar 2006
nostalgia by zainab bhatti
memories areholding battle guns
ready to attack
and open healing wounds
with no turning back
mercilessly they
shoot me in all parts
of my head
fail to leave me alone
till im nearly dead
and theres a wall before me
painted in shades of blue and grey
go away, nostalgia,
please dont stay.
PLEASE DONT STAY.
zaza at 2:30 pm
11 Mar 2006
inspiration: system of a down
zaza at 8:21 pm
9 Mar 2006
jaanu - aint he just? ;-)
zaza at 6:19 pm
7 Mar 2006
wierdness
you know when sometimes, for whatever reason, your heart breaks - and it takes literally 2 years to mend? but after that you feel like youre ready to put it through semi-crap again - not that you have any choice, or thats what you think. but you'd love to go for it, because it has some positive effects on you too? not making any sense, am i?zaza at 6:56 pm
4 Mar 2006
eshnow!!
zaza at 5:29 pm
3 Mar 2006
- Apologies for not updating. i was in the middle of being lazy and being busy.
- Went to Shahi Qilla in Blackburn for food - cousins birthday. had a 'i have nothing to wear' crisis. changed my outfit 5 times - literally. the food was great! as we were getting ready to go out, we started singing happy birthday as loud as we could. the waiters played 'happy birthday' in their music system - everyone was looking at our table an clapping. embarassing...but fun!
- its been snowing on and off and even now, its still very very icy.
- still waiting for prince charming on a white horse, though i did an online questionnaire which calculated my mental age as 15. and the sad thing is that i think its true.
- i need a new spookyish blog template, this ones been destroyed. lol!
NB. im not putting up pictures of the bday - i think ive learnt my lesson.
zaza at 11:50 am