pages of my burning life

14 Jun 2009

'you speak of my love like you have experienced love

like mine before' - Alanis Morissette.

zaza at 8:47 PM

6 Jun 2009

are YOU right in the head?

zaza at 11:03 PM

3 angels shot me

on the surface things may appear whole but below the surface, things are broken to the point that they are beyond repair and in need of being discarded. sure the sun may shine after a spell of rain but the rain may turn into a storm. a storm is what it is right now. even when the sun shines, it feels like a storm and i know not why. maybe i do know but i just dont want to acknowledge it. yet.

zaza at 2:54 PM

1 angels shot me

5 Jun 2009

i dont want to face and embrace the truth when theres so much heartache behind it. i would much rather live my life in sheer denial.

zaza at 7:15 PM

4 Jun 2009

not looking forward to getting my graduation pictures taken today.

zaza at 10:28 AM

2 Jun 2009

"So break me down if it makes you feel right, and hate me now if it keeps you alright, you can break me down if it takes all your might cos im so much more than all your life."

Seether ♥

zaza at 11:31 AM

3 angels shot me

29 May 2009

i have truly loved but once.

damn.

zaza at 12:55 AM

28 May 2009

JAI HO

zaza at 11:27 PM

0 angels shot me

15 May 2009

love is not funny.

zaza at 1:19 AM

23 Mar 2009

ask for cheese. you might get the moon.

zaza at 10:58 AM

25 Feb 2009

roya re. dil roya re.

zaza at 5:38 AM

21 Feb 2009

grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.

zaza at 11:29 PM

0 angels shot me

14 Feb 2009

you mama dont dance and your daddy dont rock n roll.

zaza at 1:00 PM

10 Feb 2009

PLEASE can you do this?

As a group of students at the University of Manchester we are currently occupying the Simon Building in response to the situation in Gaza. We have been in constant occupation of University buildings since the afternoon of Wednesday 4th February. One way in which you can help the occupation realise its demands is to continue the pressure on the University’s intransigent Vice-Chancellor Alan Gilbert. Please send your messages to him at president@manchester.ac.uk, and CC them to us at supporttheoccupation@googlemail.com. Feel free to use the model letter below, or to compose your own (but please bear in mind, abusive messages will not help the cause).

In solidarity,
Manchester Students in Occupation.

________________________________________________

Professor Gilbert,

I am writing in solidarity with the students currently occupying spaces within Manchester University. Universities around the country have responded constructively to student demands, and taken concrete measures to help their colleagues in the Gaza strip. I trust that Manchester will not be the exception to this rule, and that the University will not interfere with these peaceful and overwhelming positive actions.To remain silent in the face of oppression is to side with the oppressor. It would be unthinkable for the University to ignore the pleas of the people of Gaza, or to reject the growing demands for solidarity from the student body and civil society. I hereby call on the University to answer the demands of the students in occupation.

We are thousands, we are millions. We are all Palestinians.

Yours,
(your name)

zaza at 2:59 PM

25 Jan 2009

ok. i dont want to write a 2000 word essay and bore you to death, but the BBC is refusing to broadcast that Gaza is in urgent need for aid. i swear people are dying as im writing this post. can you please make a complaint to the bbc. if you cant be arsed writing your own, just copy paste mine, which i copied from my friend. go to the link below. i swear to God it will take you less than 5 mins.

http://www.bbc.co.uk/complaints/complaints_stage1.shtml

to whom it may concern,

I do not know whether it is yourself or your strings pulled by your puppeteers’ that wish for the DEC appeal of Gaza not to be aired. But I do know that the bbc has lost it’s right to associate itself with journalism. Not only have you throughout the latest genocide in Gaza shown a bias towards israel you seem to conveniently give misleading numbers to the public regarding public rally’s opposing the genocide.

It’s not just the fact that you are clearly inhumane, it is the fact that this is my hard earned money to find yourselves are inept in conveying the truth - take note journalism is supposed to promote that. I will be sure to not renew by licence with yourselves and I am going to encourage everyone else I know to do the same. Why should we pay for lies? Not only does my boycott make economical sense, but moral too.

You should be ashamed of yourself.

[Your name]

zaza at 10:30 PM

http://www.facebook.com/home.php?#/group.php?gid=45890396026

8 Jan 2009

haule haule.

zaza at 2:50 PM

3 angels shot me

30 Dec 2008

Why do you identify with rock music?

What are the values that you share with others who listen to this kind of music?

What has shaped these values?

zaza at 5:33 PM

9 angels shot me

25 Dec 2008

3 things

merry christmas.

this is random but if youre on facebook, could you please join this group

its just to show my love for my cousin, im trying to get as many people to join. even if you are strangers it doesnt matter.

does anyone know any remedies for a sore throat? my throat is KILL.ING.

zaza at 12:00 PM

15 Dec 2008

straight from my heart come these words.

and im hurting. again.

zaza at 12:33 AM

29 Nov 2008

Me against the past ??

Stop it. Quit haunting me. I don’t want you so stop wanting me. You attack me with your battle gun. I cry but for you this is fun that has only just begun. You place your hands on your hips, look towards me and lick your lips. I shut my eyes and mute my cries, try to blank you out as you keep inching closer. Without a doubt you have won. I am weak and forever yours. You begin to devour my mind. I cannot remember very well, but I am certain that this gesture of yours is unkind. So I just sit in a dark hole, waiting to see the light so I can be whole again.

Allah Hu Akbar.
gotta love life.
gotta keep going no matter what.

zaza at 11:18 PM